Hmm... ppl ask me wad is my life time goal...and is really life time...sometimes..truthfully.. i tell them i dunno...i do wanna go overseas and study in university...i noe its possible...but is that really just what i want to achieve in my life???

Somehow i always felt stuck when people ask me this question... i dun really noe how to answer them... I mean...some of them know that i want to be with someone...but sometimes.. i think tat tats a very impossible thinking...but with God..nothing is impossible... i dunno which is right...but i chose to follow God's path for me...God has many path for me but the path has no end... i will have to make the ending...i will choose a path for myself...I do really want to be with her...But i have to get my facts right..."studies first"!!

I've not been talking to her for days...and i am beginning to feel a little sad...and i just got a news from my aunt that i might have gone overboard..tats what i think bah...so maybe i shd just talk to her lesser bah... i do not wanna get myself into trouble...its pretty miserable i can say bah...i do not wanna be blacklisted...but the thing is...i am felt that i am drifting further and further alredi....its alredi far enuf... i dun wanna go any further...i just hope tat i am doing the right thing...God will help me and i really want it to happen this way.