Woah! Today went to play bowling...played like 7 games...I'M MAD!! Lolls...but its was fun larhs...my score is like up and down...nvr consistent..hahas... and on sunday im gonna play again... i think Sunday will be my last game ler...otherwise i'm seriously BROKE...hahas...must start saving liaos...otherwise no money to survive...and STUDY hard to make my way to Sydney to study..need to Save and Study ler...the 2S =]

Haiis...on thursday...she finally went online ler..yea.. im so happy lor...=] But when we talk.... i suddenly said to her that is she trying to be sarcastic...i also dunno whats got into me...what did i say that to her for...i feel like a total JERK! =(

I love her so much and miss her...her laughter, her smiles...how could i say that?? What's wrong with me...how could i do that? I want to apologize to her and ask to forgive me...i dun wan her impression of me to change...never ever change...i really want her to be happy whenever she is talking to me...and not make her sad...I want her to be happy as long as she knows that I'm there...

"I'm not gonna say those kind of things to you ever again...I promise.."

I'm Sorry...