Woah! Today went to play bowling...played like 7 games...I'M MAD!! Lolls...but its was fun larhs...my score is like up and down...nvr consistent..hahas... and on sunday im gonna play again... i think Sunday will be my last game ler...otherwise i'm seriously BROKE...hahas...must start saving liaos...otherwise no money to survive...and STUDY hard to make my way to Sydney to study..need to Save and Study ler...the 2S =]

Haiis...on thursday...she finally went online ler..yea.. im so happy lor...=] But when we talk.... i suddenly said to her that is she trying to be sarcastic...i also dunno whats got into me...what did i say that to her for...i feel like a total JERK! =(

I love her so much and miss her...her laughter, her smiles...how could i say that?? What's wrong with me...how could i do that? I want to apologize to her and ask to forgive me...i dun wan her impression of me to change...never ever change...i really want her to be happy whenever she is talking to me...and not make her sad...I want her to be happy as long as she knows that I'm there...

"I'm not gonna say those kind of things to you ever again...I promise.."

I'm Sorry...

Hahas...today we went to play bowling. I played 8 games! That is like a lot lor...hahas.. im broke ler..."SAVE MONEY" campaign...otherwise even before august i will be broke..no more movies or anything...start saving!! Hahas...

I had an average score of 90+...finally broke a record of 100!!hahas... its like so cool larhs... i am beginning to improve on bowling ler...but must play lesser le.. cause must SAVE MONEY!!..hahas.. slowly lor..otherwise when go overseas study no money.. im in trouble...i also planning to go overseas with my fren...but doesnt need much big capital larhs...maybe m'sia only...a change of plans...hahas...

Haiis...its been days since she talked to me lor... im am a little sad larhs...kinda miss her...actually... i amm missing her everyday...lolls...just hope that she can talk to me again...i really miss her alot...i think she must be kinda busy tis few days bah...or is she ignoring me? But why would she ignore me? I must be thinking too much larhs...hahas.. shes busy bah.. =]

Hmm... 2007 is coming to an end very very soon...looks like my fren is right...sec 3 life seems very short...and i am only 10 wks left to my goal ler...to at least pass all my subjects first...i believe i can do it as long i study hard...God will give me a way! Yea !

Yes! Finally my CCA and cell group will not clash ler...my cg is soon going to be on friday night..woohoo! Shiok! I dun have to worry ler...Hmm...e426 is really a wonderful family...they are always supporting me and prying for me....but now for me i really need to pray bout relationship matters le...that God will support me... And i will also excel in everything i do..especially SCHOOL WORK!! Hahas..I can do it derhs!! = P

Hmm... ppl ask me wad is my life time goal...and is really life time...sometimes..truthfully.. i tell them i dunno...i do wanna go overseas and study in university...i noe its possible...but is that really just what i want to achieve in my life???

Somehow i always felt stuck when people ask me this question... i dun really noe how to answer them... I mean...some of them know that i want to be with someone...but sometimes.. i think tat tats a very impossible thinking...but with God..nothing is impossible... i dunno which is right...but i chose to follow God's path for me...God has many path for me but the path has no end... i will have to make the ending...i will choose a path for myself...I do really want to be with her...But i have to get my facts right..."studies first"!!

I've not been talking to her for days...and i am beginning to feel a little sad...and i just got a news from my aunt that i might have gone overboard..tats what i think bah...so maybe i shd just talk to her lesser bah... i do not wanna get myself into trouble...its pretty miserable i can say bah...i do not wanna be blacklisted...but the thing is...i am felt that i am drifting further and further alredi....its alredi far enuf... i dun wanna go any further...i just hope tat i am doing the right thing...God will help me and i really want it to happen this way.

Woah...on the last day of June...i had a great time with my frens...

We went to sim lim square to look for games...the things there are so cheap lor...i was looking for Warcraft DotA...and i only saw battle chest which was $70?!?! I could not bring myself to buy it...den go to sim lim square and just bought the expansion for $30..phew!..at least saved $40 lors...hahas...

After that..we wanted to catch a movie at Vivo city...and tickets were all sold OUT...so we dun wanna watch anymore...and decided to go to marina south and play BOWLING!...hahas...after that...we went to a steam boat restaurant..which was nearby...and me and 2 frens of mine ate ALOT...hahas.. we really enjoyed ourselves...= )...hahas